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[14 Jul 2004|10:50pm]
yo people
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Me being Gay [14 Jul 2004|10:26am]
sorry guy,
but im not longer just bi-sexual.
i have gone full blown homosexual.
sorry girls, you just dont do it for me any more.
ill be your friend and all, but nothing more.
And fellas' look out cuz here i come

;-)
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love letter [26 Jun 2004|04:11pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

dear sweet lover
you're beauty is hidden by a mask of confusion,
you're body encased in darkness
and yet i want to hold you
up to the light to see
you and me. together forever.

so lover come to me,
in the night as i sleep.
so lover come to me,
on route 27 tonight
or you can come to me
as my car twists and my neck snaps in half come to me.
we'll be together forever.

as i bleed from the gaping hole in my head,
from the bullet of a friend,
then lover come to me,

my sweet lover come to me.

as i lay me down to die,
please my lover
do not cry,
for if i meet you,
before i wake,
i pray for you,
my pain to take.

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the time has come... again. [22 Jun 2004|07:33pm]
sorry guys but due to the extreme amount of shit going on this journal is now....


FRIENDS ONLY
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maybe cross the country [16 Jun 2004|11:36pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country...

BECOME A ROCK STAR heh


i've been living well peoples.


3 words:
i am happy


yeah i said it. i am happy. not fully, but mostly.

music in life, amazing girl by myside, awesome friends.

things are looking up.... its a great little world we live in! - c4u

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so we can stay like this forever (revised_) [02 Jun 2004|11:40pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

you're never cease to make me smile.

with one word, "yes", you turned my year into the happiest ever.
steph, you are beautiful, inside, out, all around.
you are an amazing girl and i havent felt so close to anyone in forever.

take my hand, we're off to never-neverland ~~~{~@

6/2/04



ps. me, steph, and xtina went to the mall. i stole steph a pink starry wallet. then we went to princeton and saw the nasty fuckin shelly bug things. then we drove xtina home after we went to steph's. (xtina slept most of the time in the car haha). then back to steph's for family bonding time before i asked the question of the day. lol. before that though we bought some arizona green and regular iced tea, strawberry angelfood cake, and chips ahoy for the family lol. right before we got in the car, under a tree whose leaves we're shining with the slightest shimmer of moonlight, we kissed, and i couldnt bear it anylonger. i told her she should be mine, and then asked her to. we kissed again, and the one word that came outta her mouth made my fucking year.

ahh too exited to talk. all that matters is that your mine, and i'm yours. i love you girl.

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stolen from dina, who stole from kris who stole from mike [31 May 2004|10:41pm]
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

<3
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dedicated to you and this weekend [31 May 2004|08:50pm]
this is this fucking weekend better sumed up:

I thought that dreams belonged to other men
’cause each time I got close
They’d fall apart again

I feared my heart would beat in secrecy
I faced the nights alone
Oh, how could I have known
That all my life I only needed you?

Whoa
Almost paradise
We’re knockin’ on heaven’s door
Almost paradise
How could we ask for more?
I swear that I can see forever in your eyes
Paradise

It seems like perfect love’s so hard to find
I’d almost given up
You must have read my mind

And all these dreams I saved for a rainy day
They’re finally coming true
I’ll share them all with you
’cause now we hold the future in our hands

Whoa
Almost paradise
We’re knockin’ on heaven’s door
Almost paradise
How could we ask for more?
I swear that I can see forever in your eyes
Paradise

And in your arms salvation’s not so far away
It’s getting closer
Closer every day

It’s almost paradise
We’re knockin’ on heaven’s door
Almost paradise
How could we ask for more?
I swear that I can see forever in your eyes
Paradise

Whoa
Almost paradise
We’re knockin’ on heaven’s door
Almost paradise
How could we ask for more?
I swear that I can see forever in your eyes
Paradise

Paradise

Paradise



fucking amazing. all my friends i fucking love you. *correction* my fucking true friends
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prom drama [31 May 2004|07:23pm]
Matthew Schechter is gone. from my life. yay!


To make it short his lies caught up with him.

To replace him are some awesome people who made after-prom spectacular.


Steph - AMAZING I FUCKING LOVE YOU! :-) Awesome times.

Xtina- Comeon! We all know we love xtina. ps if u read matt's journal her name is "the bitch".

Mike - steph's stepbrother. the lead guitarist of my band, and lead singer. i love this kid.

Alicia - a.k.a. "Tex" or "texas" cause well she's from texas.

These people made my weekend worth living. Too much to talk about. It was a party.

ps. thanks to alex for covering for me. i fucking love you.


you captured my heart now its all yours <3 ~ dedicated




to matt schechter (you fucking prick):



Don't apologize - I hope you choke and die
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to..
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..

So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you cna think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield

Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever

Is that what you call a getaway?!?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield!



PS ASSHOLE: I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips.
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new layout [29 May 2004|03:01pm]
hey hey! new holy fuckin layout. lol. comment
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bga comp 14 [27 May 2004|12:04pm]
Religion Lab day. I'm here. Doing nothing but talking to Lindsey online. She's leaving for Oregon for some PDA Soccer stuff. Good luck to her and kate.

Me and A... well me and someone are getting closer. I talked to her for awhile on the phone last night.

Me and matt have to go pick up our tuxs for prom. My dad's being an ass and i might not get to go down to seaside afterward.


UGH! FUCK BGA. MRS TAUB IS A JEW WHORE! THIS SCHOOL BLOWS. Get Me The Fuck Outta Here.
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BGA BAND WEBSITE [22 May 2004|08:51pm]
http://bgaband.cjb.net

BGA BAND WEBSITE! NEWS, PICS, BLOGS, ETC!
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stolen from beanie [22 May 2004|05:19pm]
[ mood | anxious ]





The BGA Music Department's Spring Concert has been
rescheduled to:



 



 



Monday, May 24 2004



6th Annual Concert without a Theme



Any Theme Will Do



7:30p.m. in the Little Theatre at Bishop George Ahr
H.S.



Edison, NJ



$5 at the door



 



 



Enjoy all kinds of music:



- Classical



- Funk



- Jazz



- Gospel



- Pop



  And more!



 



Enjoy the Following Selections



 



Honors Choir (proud member (Bass Voice))



Star Spangled Banner (5 part
Harmony)



Kyrie (awesome)



God So Loved The World (rockin the polyphonics)



 



Concert Choir (proud member (Bass Voice))



Fields of Gold (oh yeah.. remember sting?)



I Will Praise You O Lord (rockin the acapella gospel)



One Song (if we all sing one
song)



 



Concert Band (proud supporter eh French horn
wasn’t too friendly lol)



Prelude in G (Classically Rockin Good Times)



Londonderry Air (yes haha puns are funny)



Lord Of The Rings (2 Songs .. awesome good Time)



 



Jazz Band (proud member on the Bass Guitar)



Get Ready (new drum solo…sexxxy)



If I Didn’t Have You
(Monsters Inc Swing)



Say What (OMG CHECK OUT THE
SOLOS… ALL ADLIB!! Oo yeah how bout that bass
line!!!)







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awesome good times
Come and Enjoy it. Support BGA Music, and ME!!! Woot.




soon to come : Band Camp Stories (soon as July Rolls around for those lessons heh)
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fo shizzle. [19 May 2004|05:22pm]
rob has gone emo-hippie. fo shizzle.


beanie. orange sunglasses. sounds like fun.





The Porn Star in You by crash_and_burn
Your name
Your porn-star namePimpBot 9000
Your fetishBelly-button
The title theme to your porno soundtrackThe Star Trek theme song
Your first movieEveryone and Their Mom
Your co-starPatrick Stewart
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just when i'm ready for you... you're taken.
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school blows nuts... [17 May 2004|11:37pm]
fuck school.


playing suzie next year for Marching Band...woot woot!


anyway.

Choir afterschool. Then I Hung out with Liam for a kick ass time.

check the new beanie




oo yeah... now what lol.
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wow... [16 May 2004|01:27pm]
Gay or Not Gay?
by tashay17
LJ Name
Favorite Color
Gay or Not Gay?Not only gay, but a pervert too.
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Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?You will hang yourself
How many tries will it take?81
When will you commit suicide?June 5, 2041
What will your suicide note say?Now there's simply one less heart left to break
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What Makes You Sexy?
by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part IsEverything
Special Talents AreGiving The Rub Down
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Which Broadway Musical Are You Destined to perform in?
by dangerousgame
Name/Nickname
Age
Sex
Color
Broadway MusicalInto the Woods
PartLead
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^not too shabby.

What type of music are you?
by Rachel
LJ username
First name
Year of birth
Favorite instrument
Favorite color
You areblack metal
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The Theme Song To Your Life by hoodedturtle
Name:
Your Theme Song:Metallica - One
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exiting?


What ranDOM movie quote are you? by merenwen_ruby
Name
Birthday
Choose One
The Quote"I feel just like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman expect that whole hooker thing."-Laney(She's All That)
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.*. the last song .*. [14 May 2004|02:45pm]
the last time


I swore that this'd be the last time I let you get me,
I said i now know what kind of person you can be,
I saw what true colors lied,
In the person I once revered in the most high.

You twisted and turned the truth,
like a maliable soft metal,
You didntt realize my true fragility,
Like spring's first rose petal.

My rose has long wilted,
Brown and dry,
and you my friend,
have brought tear after tear to my eye.

I swore The tears wouldnt last,
it had to be the last time,
time for me to regain control,
This Life Is Mine.


Yetm I've learned much from you,
and you from me,
I thought i wanted you gone,
far away from me
and only now do i realize,
that you really dont want me.

A year has gone by,
Since I first fell,
Still recovering from my wounds,
Still hearing love's bell--

calling...

calling me to come back.

I know its not you ringing
But who is, is beyond me
I can hear your voice singing
and i feel like it's just you and me

I dreamed of a life time,
spent with you my love,
I know it'll never happen
but sadly, you're the only one i dream of.

I've tried moving on,
and it just doesnt work.
I've tried shutting you out
yet your shadow still lurks.

I guess i'm trying to say,
that i still love you,
i want you back today,
I love you...
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hey [13 May 2004|05:55pm]
well now i hope this all just fades.


auditions monday!!!
thanks for your help evan!!!

LES MIS AUDITIONS...i hope i make it

singing Being Alive from Company.
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[12 May 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | worried ]

I am : not that kind of guy.
I know : that life is an inevitable detour.
I need : you.
I want : to succeed…
I have : nothing but determination.
I wish : I had talent.
I love : my love, my best friend.
I hate : you. Me. Everything.
I miss : being naïve.
I fear : dieng and dieng alone.
I hear : my Rent soundtrack blasting.
I hope : for you, for me.
I feel : like you smell bad.
I will : sit here and type this ridiculous survey for your pleasure.
I look : like a retareded ferret impersonating elvis.
I pretend : that you love me.
I remember : life before heartbreak.
I wonder : if I’ll live much longer.
I smell : like a sweaty man.
I crave : sex. Lots of it.
I regret : not ever finishing the job.
I try : for you. And only you.
I dream : of naked women playing on Pogo sticks while roasting marshmallow covered roosters…or cocks.
I believe : I can fly…. Causes concoussions.
I touch : small children. Ooo.
I sleep : with my pussy. My hairy black pussy.
I cry : too much. Im too much of a queen.
I smile : when people make me smile.
I worry : you’ll be gone tomarrow.
I accept : that I’ll never succeed.
I think : that my “I dream statement” is weird
I see : you and me, a beach, a ferret, and a zamboni.









Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me
No way - Can I be what I'm not
But hey - Don't you want your girl hot!
Don't fight - Don't lose your head
Cause every night- Who's in your bed?
Who's in your bed, baby?

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if u leave a comment. leave your name. [12 May 2004|07:11pm]
[ mood | hot ]

this weekend was pretty awesome. the show went great. thanks to the following people for supporting:

Matt - your gift to me was beyond thanks.
JoAnn
All Jo Ann's "lonns"
Beth
The Careys
Mommy
Dad
Rich Alfonzo


HeH fun weekend.

Monday - no school. slept.

Tuesday - School, Band, went to moms... slept

Today - Hotter than satans nuts. Went through so much shit to get a shirt....Concert Canceled. Power Outages. Hung out with liam, alicia, her sister steph, and matt.

BORED.
HOT.
Sweaty.
Feel Gross.
Tired

*my soco obsessed buddy came to the show too

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